Anachronic thought

Sometimes.... most times....all times ...no times... I think about all and nothing at the same time while not exactly at the same, but close enough to be considered as the same.      Other times i wonder about the meaning behind meanings?, can you really just get one final meaning on so many somethings? But to trouble yourself with all these questions of something, nothing and everything, will eventually drive you mad. This is the part of the story where i come in.

I'm the type of person that lives through ideas. But can you really call that living? On the practical sense of it all, perhaps not. But is there just one right way of living? I think not.

Within these ideas i've come to bear the unberable, the unreturned love that i've thought I could once persuade as my one and only goal and venture, but as i've gain new ground on this endeavour i've found the errors on my ways, you see if one is to dedicate mind and soul into one thing, person, idea. Etc.  bearing then, what you have to do is... do it with complete and utter blind faith. But as all of that falls into place there are many several thing that are happening simulatenus. But if one is to persuade the unreachable then one must comprehend the high percentance of failure the one may end up in defeat. However the reward could also be the greatets there is. That also brings me to the next matter in which im going to briefly try to explain. What happens when you've conquered the unachievable? i know must will say, find something else, but all of those other elses are nothing in comparison to what you've already accomplish. Then life becomes a huge void of things that don't really matter, right?