Biography of 9 ch 1 George

So who I am? And why I am writing this story? Hmmm…I´d say it´s complicated and hopefully everything will make sense in the end. As the reason why i´d write this, I have no idea, so to begin telling a non existent story that is it´s   as real as a story from the make believe can be, so I can swear this story is true, but then again my veil of truth was been taken away from my current reality. So believe it or not this is as real to me as air.

But I am getting ahead of myself, i´ll shall now tell of how I came to be, I was told on several occasions that I was crazy, but the irony of it, is that I was actually crazy. I had a friend who told me that I should go to a shrink, that she believed I had MPD ( multiple personality disorder ). I don’t really remember if it was she, me or the both of us, who came to the conclusion, it turns out I had 8. Each personality tried to compensate the lackings of the others, and after 5 years  I thought I had everything under control. But I guess life is like that, and nothing really remains stagnant, life had to kick me on the face again, and I developed a nine personality, which came in the form of a vampire.

So these writing are nothing more that the physical manifestation of the Nine Persona, that I´ve created once again to compensate other shortcomings. I was… I am somewhat terrified of what this new persona may come and write, but the whole experiment is to write whatever the persona wants to write, therefore there are no scripts, no endings, and no real thought of what’s to come, I may write several chapters, or this may end after a few of them have said what I need to say.

We all live in a black and white world, to me that is clear as water, but what it´s not is the fact that humans, vampires, animals, make the world a gray place, where doubt is the real ruler of the world. Doubt is the real motivation of anything we are, and what we may come to be. Curiosity may killed the cat, but even cats deserve to die, and curiosity is the key to evolution.

But let me tell you a few more things about me, before I start the real tale, I am the second son of four offspring’s, I am half French from my fathers side and half Spanish from my mothers side, I could tell you my last names, but not for now, let´s keep this a secret, besides I don’t really think you ought to know that, perhaps not yet anyways.

I graduated from a catholic school, in which I study all my life (that means fourteen years of my life) so you could say that I’m very well versed in religion, and that I am also a very religious person, but I do occasionally slip, and we are all sinners, so don’t come with excuses about how good or bad you are, because deep down inside we are all good even if we manifest our intentions in different ways. How ever this has marked my life with plenty of guilt, of all the wrong people consider right, about bad influences I try not to get to me, about life in general being a cross to drag with a smile. I also have the strange urgency of going to confession every Sunday, so if I die I can rejoice in the fact that I am doing all I can to earn salvation.

But I suffer from extreme guilt, which means I cannot go through most of the evil things my mind sets off. Every time I start to do something wrong I start feeling guilty inside and cannot go through with whatever it is that I am doing.

Then I went to college to study Business Administration, with a Specialization on Marketing. I was an optimistic kid with dreams of changing the world. Little did I knew I could change so little, that most of my life i´ve been waiting for that butterflies flutter of wings with no Typhoon con come along. Still I wonder if anything we may do will change anything, in the complete picture unpainted called time. They say we are nothing but crumbs of bread with no path to follow, but I think we are even less in the whole time and space realm, which some may argue that we have some kind of significance.

Right now all you have to know is... My name is George