Ego Requiem 4 : LegatoEmergency Log U.U.7XPlace : UnknownDate and Time : unavailable[Initiating system check
Calendar synchronization..6 Sols (days) laterMars, Phobos, 0158hr Dies soli 26, Gemini, Year 936(Earth time: 2:14hrs Sunday, January 2145)New hardware found
Certification of hardware failedSystem check complete and operational]I opened my eyes and saw Jack, he said the installation was a success and I should override the certification process, because Jack had just install, custom hardware. He said that I should be able to make logs as I go, and that there was no need of recording everything like I once used to. Now I could log whatever I wanted and my primary directives were erased, the only obligation I had was to obey my new master, all else I could do as I pleased.Strange thought, do as I pleased? And what do I want to do, but serve my master? Anyway I picked up the Green Disk player, a holographic projector, and some other devices, I needed to maintain mysel
Ego Requiem 3: IntermezzoLog MC9-16-2145.3Mars, Phobos, 1557hr Dies Jovis 24, Gemini, Year 936( Earth time: 1646hrs Thursday, January 2145 )[Security levels raised to DeltaSafe mode activatedMotion sensors onEnhanced vision & Reflexes +4]The GPS Data appears to lack some social-economic-demographics characteristics; I am now in an area, my former master would refer to as SLUMS. It is pathetic that on a so called advanced planet, there still exist these types of life.It appears that I am not far from the shop, if the GPS is correct; I am now at 128 steps from the shop. But I must be careful, this type of area, are not normally safe for beings such as myself. What appeared to be a great metropolis is now complete with the inclusion of low classes, and low-quality housing. Some air pipes are broken, and there are no clean bots around, I must report this when I get back, this place is filthy, I do not want to waste energy on it, at the present time.[Motion detection notice: Unknown life form,
Alter ego : HateI saw someone outside my windowand to tell the truth i was scaredhate in his eyes and yet there was hollowI stared numb wondering if this was realA cold sweat through my blood streamLittle bugs crawling inside my skinMy mind savaged lost, simply by fearI have no control over my right limbsMy eyes begin to twitch and trembleMy brain begins to split in eight and oneI am becoming a spectator within myselfTime is running out, is there no way out?This anger starts to spread consumingeverything that was fine, now confusing180 degrees and i do not recognize meI no longer write this words, forgive meAbsent control and wise out the doorI can no longer be confronted or talkedDestructive ways , that twist and curseAnother hurtful scar into a loved oneMy eyes and bones no longer shakeI breathe again and recalled what´s doneRegret becomes my middle namei´´m so hurtful when i´m this way...I´m sorry..
The Mirror HallThe mirrors reflected the light that shined uponbut mirrors are like eyes that see through and fromThe form of each will tell you different things they seeof how light reflected and the perspective of one and allAnd in this hall of mirrors reality is like amorphic clayfrom a viewer point of view, what it is? an endless bayIt only takes from the things that need to misshapedBut one must wonder what it is there to reflect..A shape?, a thought?, a form? it matters not, heck..!for mirrors are like brains only giving what they takebending, shaping, informing that which is not thereand by not being there , they are there, here , where?Now a huge explosion runs along the cursed hallBehold the shattering of glass and move alongThe mirrors only showed what i´ve been holding onexcuses of how i never wanted to see me reflected on
Empty heartI stood in the rainwet from tearsdown my facemy heart deadmy hope lostmy cell rangone missed calleddidn´t carestared at hereyes that staredinto souless holesmany secs.what.. a?went wrong?I don´t know!need a reasonneed my lovewhere it go?no returnno returnno returnfound no reasonfound no hopefound no heartwalked awaydon´t know wherewrote a songLa la lala la lala la laHere´s your songhope you diehere´s my heartempty it waswhere´s my love?where´s my hope?